Pray for Muamba

I miss being in love.

Those crazy mixed up feeling you get when the guy confesses or when he do sweet/romantic gestures like holding your hand or when he just kiss you and say "hey beautiful".

I miss that. And god, i miss amir.

While he may suck for "dumping" me, he's still one of the best boyfriends i ever had. What we had was real and special and he was always there for me. When im down, he's there. When im ugly and my hand is in pain, he's there. When im happy, he's there. Every single time. He do things to me, things that i've always wanted and expected. (No, not those things you fool!) Things like, kissing your forehead, kissing your hand, sweet long messages, gift once in awhile and more. I loved him, with all my heart and i kinda begged him to think it through when he broke up with me. So yeah, i have my pathetic moments.

Whatever it is, i sure wish the best for him. While i still despise him for what he did, there's still a part of me that kinda wish he's happy and he knows i'll always be.....happy for him. :)

I have alot of exboyfriends but i really and truly loved 2. And man, i kinda wish these 2 guys will know how i have always felt towards them. (Yes, one of you is reading this right now, i hope!)

I'll always remember V-day, UNO in the classroom, squishy, pizzas, dragon boating. What we had was different. We don't do normal couple stuff like holding hands or hugging or whatever, we were closer than that. I will always hold you special in my heart and i love you man. <3

Okay, i'm being emotional because it sucks here at JB. I'm alone and bored. Even if i wanna go Singapore, i'll have no plans and that sucks even more.

Boo!

Oh and by the way...

Gary Cahill scored his first goal for Chelsea! And as seen above, his shirt is the sweetest thing ever. Pray 4 Muamba.

This is very sad. Fabrice Muamba (Former teammate of cahill) collapses mid game during the FA meet between Bolton and Tottenham on Saturday. Sources reported that he had cardiac arrest and is currently still fighting for his dear life. While there are news of him showing small signs of recovery (good news! yay!), the doctors still say he is in critical condition and might not be able to play football again. His wife needs our prayers! He needs our prayers!

And every football team is praying for his speedy recovery.

We pray for you Muamba, please get better. #PrayForMuamba

Oh and.....

This guy finally scored his goal for Chelsea after so long! And heck, its not just 1 goal, its 2! All the fans are very pleased with that and hope that he'll have his confidence back and will continue to excel. We love you el nino. We love you torres. And happy birthday you handsome dude!

And as you can guess, we won. Yes, Chelsea progress to semi finals for FA Cup. We are up against City on thursday morning and we'll do our best. Yes we will. I know all Man Utd are rooting for us to win and we will try our very best to not let them down. ;)

Pray for Muamba. Pray for his recovery. Everyone else is.

"Pray for Muamba" posted at 17:16

sorry seems to be the hardest word

I keep saying sorry every single time i took so long to update my blog. This time, NO! Not gonna say sorry because honestly, the only person reading this blog is hyekel and i'm pretty sure my baby don't mind. ;)

Anyways, alot has happened! But first up......

I JUST TURNED 20!!!!!!

Not much has changed really. 20, 18, oh well. I don't see the difference. I don't look different, i don't feel different, i'm not treated differently. So.... I'm still forever 18! ;)

But best birthday ever!

I got to spend part of my birthday on Royal Carribean!! (Yes, a cruise trip with my schoolmates) And its freaking awesome! Even though it was just a short trip to Malacca, it was still a big deal coz duh... its a cruise. We were treated like princesses and we have our very own housekeeper. Room service was FREE and we called to order food like almost all the time. (Pig!)

Went shopping at Malacca, everything's so different now! The last time i went Malacca was about 10 years ago? Ate at A&W and had so much fun just buying clothes, shoes, accessories. Man, i miss it. So so much.

And the cruise was amazing! Its super huge and i got pretty excited when it started to move! Had fine dining experience, top class service, amazing performances and just friendly friendly people! And the best part was i got to spend it with my favourite girls from school. Yes, hams, sheu, tina, RJ, lucia and everyone! Amazing. They even celebrated my birthday at exactly 12. So touched... Will never forget them, never ever. :')

My parents and my aunt gave me money for my birthday and i went shopping, like right after i reach home. Heh. Bought clothes again and a new baby, iPhone 4s! ;) Basically, i was happy i got everything i wanted for my birthday.

Watched The Lorax with hyekel the next day and its a really good movie. Funny, sad, cute.. Everything! And the main characters are voiced by zac efron and taylor swift so you can pretty much imagine them acting those scenes and its really funny! Thanks hyekel for the movie treat. Love you!

And that....was it! It may seem nothing to some of you out there but it is a pretty huge deal for me. Its been a while since i last had fun on my birthday. So thank you everyone for making it happen! Thank you for the kind wishes via text and facebook. Thank you, really. <3

See this amazing guy up there? His name is didier drogba and he's from the best team in the world, Chelsea. He and i, we both have the same birthday. (Awesome, IKR) So happy belated birthday my good man and thanks for scoring the only goal against stoke! :)

And today, March 17, is this handsome guy's birthday. Thank you for coming to chelsea and making a difference to our midfield. Happy birthday raul meireles and we love you!

Lastly,

Thanks for the sweet sweet blog post about me. Thanks for singing happy birthday to me on the phone. Thanks for the movie treat. Thanks for being awesome! ;) And please know that i'll always be here. No matter what, no matter how you're feeling, just know that you'll always have a friend right here. <3

Love you Mohamed Hyekel Bin Abdullah.

With that,

Peace out all! Xoxo!

"sorry seems to be the hardest word" posted at 07:53